[ even if it's a moment of vulnerability, the last thing Eddie wants to do is discourage Steve. most of the time, nicknames tossed at Eddie are hardly kind: freak, loser, fag, murderer. even Wayne who's been one of the only people ever to show him love is a typical man of his generation who calls him things like "boy" and the occasional "son" that used to make Eddie's heart clench before he got more used to it. the thought that Steve might call him "sweetheart" and mean it? Eddie may not survive the rush of affection that would bring him.
being honest about any of that is a terrifying thought right now since Eddie's working on the assumption that Steve is just looking to experiment, get his rocks off in a new and novel way. it's not that he thinks little of Steve but more himself, and there's still that part of his brain thinking about how Steve had looked like he was still in love with Nancy a few months ago.
right, no thinking about Nancy. Eddie's the one pinning Steve to his bed and threatening him with handcuffs while Steve's cock gives away how eager he is. ]
Nope. [ that's one of the things that Eddie likes about Steve, that he doesn't back down from a challenge. there's no need to say anything more as he flips one side of the cuffs open and leans down to kiss Steve, distracting him just in case he gets any funny ideas about moving his arms. Eddie cuffs one wrist, ratcheting it closed until there was only a finger of space left, before he loops it through the headboard and secures the other wrist in the same fashion. ] Stole these off a cop, so don't worry about breaking them if you wiggle around.
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[ even if it's a moment of vulnerability, the last thing Eddie wants to do is discourage Steve. most of the time, nicknames tossed at Eddie are hardly kind: freak, loser, fag, murderer. even Wayne who's been one of the only people ever to show him love is a typical man of his generation who calls him things like "boy" and the occasional "son" that used to make Eddie's heart clench before he got more used to it. the thought that Steve might call him "sweetheart" and mean it? Eddie may not survive the rush of affection that would bring him.
being honest about any of that is a terrifying thought right now since Eddie's working on the assumption that Steve is just looking to experiment, get his rocks off in a new and novel way. it's not that he thinks little of Steve but more himself, and there's still that part of his brain thinking about how Steve had looked like he was still in love with Nancy a few months ago.
right, no thinking about Nancy. Eddie's the one pinning Steve to his bed and threatening him with handcuffs while Steve's cock gives away how eager he is. ]
Nope. [ that's one of the things that Eddie likes about Steve, that he doesn't back down from a challenge. there's no need to say anything more as he flips one side of the cuffs open and leans down to kiss Steve, distracting him just in case he gets any funny ideas about moving his arms. Eddie cuffs one wrist, ratcheting it closed until there was only a finger of space left, before he loops it through the headboard and secures the other wrist in the same fashion. ] Stole these off a cop, so don't worry about breaking them if you wiggle around.