[ Nancy shakes her head, biting her lip before she takes a deep breath. ] I wanted to talk to you before Jonathan said anything. [ She swallows nervously, before speeding forward, focusing on a spot to the right of Steve's head on the wall.] I can't stop thinking about what One showed me. My mom and Holly and Mike...and how he wanted to use me to get to Eleven. What if he's still in my head? What if he's still listening? Using me?

[ She meets Steve's eyes.] If he is, he knows my secrets and he'll use them against me. [ She presses her lips together. ] So I had to tell Jonathan that... I still have feelings for you.