[Steve can't decide if its safe that MJ doesn't know the full story of Hawkins or that it could be severely dangerous. Regardless, he doesn't want anything happening to her. He's also afraid if she finds out the truth she would either try to get herself envolved or do like others have, leave.
Steve feels like it's a lose-lose situation. He doesn't want her to leave but he isn't going to let her get killed either. It feels like a losing battle sometimes. That in some twisted way, he's going to lose her like he did Nancy. That he's going to fuck everything up and she'll be out of his life.At least she would be safe, right ?
Steve doesn't want to dwell on the "what ifs" and negative thoughts. Not when MJ's hands fit so perfectly within his own. He isn't placing a label on this, shit, he doesn't even know what this is. What they are. Steve isn't one to rush a girl and he doesn't want to force something that might not even be there.
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Steve feels like it's a lose-lose situation. He doesn't want her to leave but he isn't going to let her get killed either. It feels like a losing battle sometimes. That in some twisted way, he's going to lose her like he did Nancy. That he's going to fuck everything up and she'll be out of his life.At least she would be safe, right ?
Steve doesn't want to dwell on the "what ifs" and negative thoughts. Not when MJ's hands fit so perfectly within his own. He isn't placing a label on this, shit, he doesn't even know what this is. What they are. Steve isn't one to rush a girl and he doesn't want to force something that might not even be there.
But-
This whole moment feels right.]
I don't even think that's possible.